so as monday draws closer every second, i find myself stuck inbetween the stage of fear and the stage of not wanting to let go of my comfort zone. and then there's also the stage of immense nerves/jitters/the feeling deep in your heart when you just think how on earth will i do this?!.

but a wise friend told me, that yeah, time flies, but the good news is that you're the pilot.

and just thinking about it, the line alone speaks so much. we are the pilots of time. who cares when people say time and tide wait for no man? we're the masters of how we manage our time, we're in charge of what we want to do in our life, the simple actions and words that may leave a huge impact on others, positive or not, and just simply the fact that we are the very ones that captain our soul, the ones who decide how we want to live our life and the legacy that we can leave behind.

just got back from sending karen off at the airport ): karen truly nutured me to be the leader i am today, and her retarded moments and presence alone has made her one of the rlly impt ppl in my life. God will continue to protect you in Australia, Rampage lover! :) we love you

and thank you Bento & Laine for your calls, they really brightened my day  ice cream 4 lunch tmrw, can't wait hee hee :)

beginnings are usually scary,

endings are usually sad,

but it's the middle that counts.

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;

Forgive them anyway. 

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;

Succeed anyway. 

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;

Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;

Build anyway. 

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;

Be happy anyway. 

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;

Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;

Give the world the best you've got anyway.

I hope this will be a great way to live your lives from 2010 onwards!

Oh no, it's boxing day, but since there are 12 days of Christmas, Merry Christmas everyone!

Hang on. do the 12 days of Christmas end on Christmas? Hahahhahha. Anyway, went for the 530 children's mass and midnight mass on Christmas Eve :) heels were a killer, srsly. but getting all the hugs, super sweet letters, having moira resist slobbering a kiss on my cheek (not usual at all!), giving letters out and spending a lovely dinner with my family was amazing  not forgetting celebrating Jesus's birthday of course!

Had lots of fun mailing out letter this year! It's nice to open your mailbox and find a letter addressed to you, yknow?  Prolly gonna get fat from all the junk i've eaten over the past few days + tons of sparkling juice (crap i want some now) but ah well! had a retarded gay time with BENNY THE SMELLY just now :D we had yummy dummy cake and camwhored hee hee in our little shelter from the rain. then tams came :) yay i luv ma gal pals 4 life  everyone else is overseas though ):

will upload the pictures from Christmas another time, Merry Berry Christmas everyone !!!

Joke (laugh): What do you get if cross a snowman and a shark ?
Frost bite !